Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Oh...Its just a crush!!!


Now before you read this…hold on and understand , I was too young to know all of these things.The story begins when I met a boy when I was in my first grade. At lunch we used to sit together and share the lunch at one section of the table .I remember the day when I slept during an English hour (a post lunch nap break :-)),I suddenly called my teacher “MUMMY” and how badly he made fun out of this on the evening. I hated his company ,but thanks to our travel back in school bus  
He used to boast about his skills how high he can jump above all the benches of our classroom , his sliding skills on the staircase. Since we were two girls at home, I always used to wonder how he does all these out of curiosity (OMG Aankh phadke. Thats when for the first time I started admiring him for his skillsets   :-DOne day when we were together after the school  he used to whisper secrets  and I felt incredibly happy to be his confidante.we used to walk together in the hall way & waited for the school hours to get over to share our snacks.And this is the time when I had my crush for him(which I realized it after many years).
This went on for months -we were promoted to 2nd grade and like any other day we were waiting for our school bus. He told me that he  is going to leave the school and like any other day  I ignored him thinking its a lie. Later  I realized that its no more a joke and I am loosing a good friend.For the first time my eyes got wet – the genuine one (it was  very much different from tears that I used to shed after getting punishments/imposition from teachers J)).And we bid good bye to each other & parted our way and never met again.
And today,20 years later, sitting beside my husband ,sipping a cup of coffee & sharing story with him I have so much to say  

That’s why “Memories of childhood were the dreams that stayed with you after you woke.” (Courtesy -Julian Barnes)!!!!


Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Cheers-New Year

yayyyy....2014.Cheers to the New year.Well a lot of things have changed in my life.And I believe my memory has gone bit bad with my old age as well:-)

Quickly I would like to reflect over the year 2013.
I am trying to forget all the worser-bad things that happened in 2013.And thanks to all the great,good and wonderful things that happened and I am proud of it.And  looking forward for a better 2014.

1)I lived and survived 2013.Thank God.My greatest accomplishment.
2)Phew finally.....I got an HR Job in an NPO and I am loving it.
3)I travelled a lot & visited many new places.Hoping to continue:-)
4)I moved to a new house and different state.
5)I made new friends from my new place and community...yayyyy.And of course by the end of 2013 I made a few professional friends as well.
6)A good-bye to my sister by the beginning of 2013 and a big Hi to her once again by the end of 2013.Yes another travel.
7)Friends first and rest followed :-).I ensured that me and my man had strong arguments,little fights that made our love grow stronger.And Yes It is & I am falling for him again and again :-)
8)Happy to know that my old college mates and colleagues remembers me and all of them are doing great.
9)I strongly believe I didn't verbally or physically abused anyone.Good going !!!!
10)An year of visit to hospitals,doctors personally and for the family members.Personal loss,health problems,Money loss-still survived. 
11)The worst thing that could have happened one of my aunts is no more- a tragic loss forever.May her soul RIP.
12)One of my friends has decided to end her marital relationship.Well its quite bothering but yes she is happy in her own way.
13)The worsest loss-the valiant ,Sincere (my pet-Appu) who was a favorite member of our family for the past 12 years is no more with us.I will miss him forever!!!

Things I could/should have done better

1)Probably could have saved more.
2)Stopped stressing and worrying about little things that could have spoiled my health.
3)Could have written better.

Well 2013 was a mixed year lot of happenings but life has to move on.Looking forward for an exciting and prosperous 2014.