Some days are good, some are bad, some are just rejuvenating and exciting while some days just goes off like that. Everyday morning I look into the mirror and give myself a big smile –sometimes even those smiles speaks different languages to me: the unwillingness to smile, the forced smile and the natural smile. It’s absolutely wonderful to see how our mind works and the way we react to same things on different days. Yes I am talking about the different mood swings in my life. Strange nah???? Same situations-Different reactions-Different emotions-Different moods. Looking back on few things Sometimes I feel funny about myself & how strangely I react to the lightest situations
I came to a new city for my Job leaving behind everything I had only very few caring and dear people around me. It’s strange you start sharing and building an emotional bond with someone whom you really trust and they suddenly leaves nothing except a void space. Life changes when you blink and open your eyes. By the time I got adjusted to the new life & changed myself for a good cause I reached the other corner of the world with so many people around me but -unknown faces.
And those moments when you realize that you are so much dependent & alone……whoosh!!!!!! Those feelings are really sulky. You start thinking that Life would have been much easier when nobody bothers about your existence and you start living an independent life just perfectly happy with the way how it works.
I am kind off getting a feel that most of my posts are becoming completely weird & absurd.But I had to vent it out.But Kiddos to me!!!! I never realized I could write so many things.
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Oh lalala lalaa :-)
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